Monday, February 2, 2009

Song: My Immortal by Evanescence

You know, emotions are funny. Especially in females.

This morning for example I was angry but the minute someone started me laughing I felt better and was happy throughout the rest of the day. Then for theatre practice tonight I needed to be sad for my role. So I listened to music that usually makes me sad and cry. But it didn't work because I was happy and a little ditsy. Then after theatre I started to slip into semi daze of happy and a numb phantom tug of sorrow. O sweet sorrow. Stupid really. It's all relatively stupid at least from the outside looking in. But who are we to say someone is stupid for their emotions? Its their emotions, their pain and sorrow, they must have a reason for feeling the way they do. People don't see people anymore. No one stops to really take someone in. People may look at me from first glance and mark me as a crazy weird child. They look but they don't see.If someone were to really see me they would see a good girl. One who is sweet, funny,a little silly, a little crazy, diffrent, intutive, Christian, caring, deep, a little sad sometimes but a good person. So I ask you not what do you see but who do you see?

All that is gold doe snot glitter, Not all who wander are lost.
The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost



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